Let go, Let God.

That is truly one of the most hardest things I have ever had to do in my life.

Today I met with a friend, and just rebuilt our friendship, I hope we can be where we used to be. But only God knows.. It was a really hard conversation.. but we needed to talk about where we were at. Even in the mist of things.. I still wanted her as a friend. I prayed about it all day.. just for things to go smoothly.

There were a lot of feelings thrown around.. and I know the saying
"Never apologize for what you feel. It's like saying sorry for being real."
We both were saying how we felt in situations.. but for me this quote isn't true. Apologize, wither it's how you feel or not.. you still may of hurt that person. Let go of your pride and swallow that up.. and just say you're sorry, and MEAN IT. Even if my words of how I felt were real or not.. it's not about me.. and if what was said made that person hurt.. it's just not worth it. That person.. is a person too, just like you.. they hurt just like you when you are hurting.. and this is the time to just say sorry.

I know it makes so much sense for Christians to do this.. or even may be hard for some. But ultimately.. don't be that person. In life people WILL break promises and let you down. Deep down that even thought or whatever you said in being "real" hurt that other person even if it true or not.. or maybe it revealed to them a side of you.. they never saw.. but let go of the you.. and just think of them.. JUST them..



I am thankful, my arms. And being able to hug those I love.