Change of heart.

God I a thankful for whatever you are doing, even if I don't understand.

Teach me how to love, like you love me!

My love language is quality time, but I also like my alone time. (I know kinda weird) But when I am lacking in quality time with someone I am close with, it really drives me nuts, especially if we are supposed to be good friends! It just makes me really upset and then I choose to gossip about it, but that is something I'm trying not to do. It is definitely a struggle since I am an all or nothing girl. Either you are my friend no half ways. I am not even really asking necessarily for quality time in person but just even a phone call. Then again I think... would Jesus treat people like that, or me like that? or show love to me that way? No way!

WOAH.. okay To think of it, this blog post is quite convicting to me now! AHH.. taught myself a lesson. I wonder if this is how Jesus feels when I don't spend time with him. How am I showing him love!? Today? and always? Am I keeping up with my daily devotions!? I don't deserve his love, but by your grace! OKAY.. lessoned learn! THANK YOU JESUS!!

I realized through this, I need to love like Jesus and not only that but in my own life I need to show Jesus love, by spending time with HIM!

Overall I am so thankful that I have the spirit of self control (2 timothy 1:7)

So whatever you wish that men would do to you, do so to them. Matthew 7:12

No mind can conceive

I am really happy where I am at.

Today was a lovely day, I cleaned my room, and just relaxed! I haven't left my house all day.. I know weird.. I haven't done that in a long time, so I am a bit antsy.. and at like 9pm thinking of just going out for a coffee. It's really unlike me... I think that is why I am so uncomfortable.. hah.. OR MAYBE it' because I am also at a desktop computer!! UGH... I prefer a laptop, so I can be in the comfort of my own bed! haha

Yesterday for lifegroup we went to go watch one of our fellow lifegroup peeps music performance. She plays a bassoon.. I wonder where a bassoon.. comes from.. its quite a large instrument.. kinda sounds like a clarinet but deeper, I think they are from the same family! The performance was great, and filled with lots of talented musicians.. but it was long.. and a bit boring... just a bit haha. But it was nice.. to just drive together to go see it.. a mini road trip. Laughing and singing in the car. I honestly just love them all. It's so awesome to just have that group of people you can grow close to and get to know! I also just love my church!

I just feel like in life I have had so many ups and downs, but I thank God. I feel like I've come so far.. I feel so grateful and just so blessed. I am so glad that God never leaves me and always has a plan and purpose! SERIOUSLY!! Aren't you happy for that!?


However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"--
1 Corinthians 2:9

I want to have a great story.

This inspires me and I want to live a great life!!

Are you living a great story with your life? from Donald Miller on Vimeo.

here is where you can buy this..Buy his book here! 

Good life.

I have had quite the week, and its had its ups and downs, BUT..
When I think things over, all of my good days outweigh my bad days.. so I won't complain. 
God is good, all the time to me!! I have so many things in my life that I am blessed with. And so many wonderful people. I know God has a purpose and a plan.

So thankful for life, and being able to just walk down the street and live!!
Not everyone has that, PRAYING FOR YOU LIBYA!!!! 

Valentines Day = Happiness!

I am so thankful for Jesus love for all of us. I mean no one could of ever loved me like he did! So freaking awesome. Celebrating AGAPE!! God's hesed towards me! You are awesome father!

I devoted most of my day to spending time with him, he is my Saviour and best-friend!! AND he loves me more than anyone else I know!! He rescued me from those valley's in my life and filled up the holes in my heart!! Making me humble when I needed it. And thank you for guiding be back on the narrow path when I took the wrong turn! AND MOST of all thank you for smoothing out the rough edges of my heart, when I needed it the most! I couldn't ask for a better Valentines day!

Every valley will be filled, 

and every mountain and hill will be brought low,

and the crooked will be made straight,

and the rough ways will be made smooth,

Luke 3:5

under the sea

This weekend was quite eventful!!
I went to the aquarium with one of the little girls that I take care of! And it was so much fun, I can't wait to go again sometime soon! I just love all the underwater creatures.. I mean I probably wouldn't like swimming with them, and having them touch me! For one I am not a good swimmer, and I am all squeamish! But I just love going to the aquarium. There is something calming about it for me! And I just love it, and I don't know why. I love looking a them, and taking picturess.. (can't wait to get my camera!!)

I am so thankful for all the beautiful fish God has created!!